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Sunday, 8 March 2015

Life Presented Me Once Again a Lemon

If there's one thing life has taught me, that is, 'it won't ever stop giving you struggles, challenges and the worst of all, heartaches'. Just when I thought everything is going my way, I can now move forward, it will always have a way of saying "Bitch, you're not done yet, I have so much problems I'm gonna give ya!"

I won't go with the details, but I have experienced fighting for what I wanted and at the moment, I do have a part of what I really wanted, telling myself this is better than nothing. It's a bit depressing, because I knew that I deserved the whole thing. I'm talking about love, people...

I do want that ONE thing, and sometimes I just can't make myself focus on the positive things. I thought I'm all settled, that I'm OK. The experience humbled me, made me pray and be in touch with my inner self, with my family, friends and God. I don't know how long it will go on like this, but I do ask for strength. 

When life gives you lemon, how are you going to make a lemonade? It does mean that whenever life gives you a problem, make the best thing out of it. It sounds so easy but actually it is fucking difficult. A lot of people are giving advices, and my brain got all cramped up, didn't know what to do. I was feeling helpless, I feel helpless. Following my own wisdom, I will only choose to follow my heart and do whatever it takes. 

My question now is this, would you know when to give up? Would you know when to let go?


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I love traveling and being immersed with different cultures. It has cultivated my love for learning and has exposed me to different perspectives. I'm a travel specialist during the day, while writing has always been my first love (considering my love of books, of course). I am an editor of Lapis sa Kalye (Hindi ito ang normal mong nababasa)**a Facebook page which promotes Philippine Literature, one of the writers of the published book - **PENDULUM. I was also the Editor in Chief of our online magazine which published free literary works. I also post my works in Wattpad reaching more than 70k reads.

And when I need a real breather, I take pictures and edit them. I'm still developing my style in this area, I don't usually follow Photography rules, I just try to have fun along the way.

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